I'm just just just an normal person once again. Today, i'm upset again.I felt like leaving this place and take a rest. but i always remind myself i got to be strong for her. Seriously, i once asked myself. Am i really happy now or i just enduring all these? I answered, all this while i was being treated nicely. everything was so smooth till dunno when it changed. Why does these happen to me, feel like hiding in a corner of the room but i cant knowing that it will be a huge matter if i do it. Now i m living in a world of mine, trying to be strong. Went to raffles today with baby and SIL. Bb went there for her second jab. We waited for a long time for our turn although our appointment is at noon. Wootz..i got my cheesecake..yummy!!! treated by my SIL. hee..Have been wanted to eat this for a long time.So happy!!! Went to see DR han and siti. As usual they know i miss them alot that i'll go see them whenever i can. It was nice seeing them. hhow to dream to be haapy??? somewhere too far for us to find. |