Here i am to blog again.
lots of things had happen..kinda feeling upset.
Sometimes i feels that i am not blessed at all..looking at others..
i know there will always be diff but i juz wants a little a liitle of romance to my life.a little little suprise really make my day although i noe i will not be shocked but inside me i m really happy and appreciate it alot..
i dun remember when i last blowed the candles
i dun remember when i our last date
i dun remember wat is the meaning of blessed
i dun remember when i had my gift
i dun remember which position i m at now
i dun remember anything
i only remember others happiness
i only use work to cover my sorrows to relief my upsets
i only use sweet drinks goodies to ease the ach inside me
i am another girl who need care love friend etc..
but i felt all these had drift me further and further..
it no long stay with me alr..i am juzt a fat married woman always prepare to serve the people ard me..
seriously i reeally miss my past fun.
after class played volleyball eat shopping dun bothered anything at all..
but now i am full of vex..i need a place to breath. a place to pour out my sorrows.
a place that i will be happy.
Seeing the little ones really cheer me up but looking at others make me upsets when i think of the past.. i am just just just a girl that out there looking for happiness and blessing who wants fun and laughter and not doing the same routine daily. Loves seeing people smile happy etc..i juz need someone to appreciate me..
sometimes i tink..
what if one day i am gone??

does everything still remain??
does it matter??
does people misses me??
does i still loves by my loved ones??
and so on..
question just pop up in my mind..

Here i am to blog again.
lots of things had happen..kinda feeling upset.
Sometimes i feels that i am not blessed at all..looking at others..
i know there will always be diff but i juz wants a little a liitle of romance to my life.a little little suprise really make my day although i noe i will not be shocked but inside me i m really happy and appreciate it alot..
i dun remember when i last blowed the candles
i dun remember when i our last date
i dun remember wat is the meaning of blessed
i dun remember when i had my gift
i dun remember which position i m at now
i dun remember anything
i only remember others happiness
i only use work to cover my sorrows to relief my upsets
i only use sweet drinks goodies to ease the ach inside me
i am another girl who need care love friend etc..
but i felt all these had drift me further and further..
it no long stay with me alr..i am juzt a fat married woman always prepare to serve the people ard me..
seriously i reeally miss my past fun.
after class played volleyball eat shopping dun bothered anything at all..
but now i am full of vex..i need a place to breath. a place to pour out my sorrows.
a place that i will be happy.
Seeing the little ones really cheer me up but looking at others make me upsets when i think of the past.. i am just just just a girl that out there looking for happiness and blessing who wants fun and laughter and not doing the same routine daily. Loves seeing people smile happy etc..i juz need someone to appreciate me..
sometimes i tink..
what if one day i am gone??

does everything still remain??
does it matter??
does people misses me??
does i still loves by my loved ones??
and so on..
question just pop up in my mind..